Color of our Fears

by Eternal Closure

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This is the second full length album made by the montreal, Canada based band, Eternal Closure. It's a perfect blend of metalcore/prog/thrash metal.

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released July 12, 2019

Eternal Closure is:

Maxime Lepage - Lead vocals
Olivier Boitel - Lead guitar & back vocals
Carlos Da Costa - Rhythm guitar & back vocals
Jonathan Lauzon - Bass & back vocals
Philippe Boitel - Drums

Produced by Christian Donaldson & Eternal Closure

Gang vocals performed by Eternal Closure

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered at The Grid

Artwork & arrangement: Jonathan Lauzon

Photography: Sebastien-Charles Boitel

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Eternal Closure Montreal, Québec

We are Eternal Closure, a Melodic Metalcore band founded in 2011 from beautiful Montreal, Quebec.

Lately, we just released our first album called "Screaming In Silence". A couple years before, we released our first EP called "Ad Primum".
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Track Name: Eternal Closure
I am always, I am infinite
I waited so long for this
I tried so hard, I saw it all
I drank the blood, I’m immortal

No more a man but still the same skin
Still the same person within
I always heal, but the pain remains
I still feel guilty all the same
I am without future, I am without closure
Trapped in this void for eternity
I’ve tried to reach the endless light
Instead all I found was the darkest lie

How long ‘til I see the ones I love
Maybe my hope will die someday
Trying so hard not to feel love
It’s not really living my way
Everything is possible
Because I have, played this game
I stop aching,then repeat the cycle
I stop aching,then repeat the cycle

My only option is suicide
Through all this mess, I never tried
I don’t know why, I don’t understand
I don’t want my life to end

The joys of life, they still exist
My memories, they still exist
Is the price justified
Is the pain, justified

I am without future, I am without closure
Trapped in this void for eternity
I’ve tried to reach the endless light
Instead all I found was the darkest lie

How long ‘til I see the ones I love
Maybe my hope will die someday
Trying so hard not to feel love
It’s not really living my way

My legacy, my greatest gift
Through what I leave, I’ll still exist
This life, over
In the end I find closure
My legacy, my greatest gift
Trough what I leave, I’ll still exist
My time, to die
Time to let go
Just let go
Track Name: The Slave or the Owner
Searching for release
Searching for an escape from all those who fake their way all through life
A perfect hypocrisy, A broken sanity
Feels so warm in this

Prison, don’t lie to yourself because you are
Guilty, i see your soul i see your hate


How could you not realize all the effects this has on somebody
No trust, no real love, just sadness, madness, constant state of distress

Move forward
Let it all go, relearn all you know, restart it all
Plead guilty
For the fraud you have been all these years
Don’t be a slave anymore

Heart so full of lies
Heart so full of hate
Cut the leash, you’ve let it define you
Now start again

Move forward
Let it all go, relearn all you know, restart it all
Plead guilty
For the fraud you have been all these years
Don’t be a slave anymore
Look in the mirror
What do you see inside
The slave or the owner
Of your own mind

I was once, just like you

I was lost in the dark
An empty void in my heart
Couldn’t really feel my soul sinking
I stopped to search, then I found
Removed my head from the ground
And started to turn my life around

The world scared me to death
Everything felt like a threat
Afraid that I would die alone
With solace comes a price
Who’ll stay’s a roll of the dice
But don’t be afraid to be a small head in the crowd

Underneath the veil, we all fight the same fight
The fight of life.

Look in the mirror
What do you see inside
The slave or the owner
Of your own mind
Look in the mirror
What do you see inside
The slave or the owner
Of your own mind
Track Name: Claustrophobia
Sickened to the bone
We've never waited so long
For a moment of truth that would be hurting us this much
Confined to live in our heads
In our deathbeds
We want to break through

We're messengers but we don't know yet
Inside this vault is suffering some prophets

Vulnerable and innocent
We'll be trapped by claustrophobia
We said we won't give up
But do we really want to go in there?
Our heart is our own fear
We feel it shrinking from danger

We said we won't give up
Bring us the light
Bring us this fight
Give a us a situation where we can survive

We're messengers but we don't know yet
And now we're starting to believe that this is what we get when

The odds are in favor of what's inside our mind and our heart
But yet we can't feel it or even touch it
It's irritating to concede victory to something livin' inside of you
Somehow it feels brand new

Vulnerable and innocent
We'll be trapped by claustrophobia
We said we won't give up
But do we really want to go in there?
Our heart is our own fear
We feel it shrinking from danger

Surrounded by darkness
Haunted by happiness

Vulnerable and innocent
We'll be trapped by claustrophobia
Our heart is our own fear
We feel it shrinking from danger

We said we won’t give up
Track Name: Defying Gravity
And I might not recognize
Everything that I’ve ever built
Pulverized my own surroundings
Just to feel that I’m not the guilty one for once

Gravity
My remedy
When my head is in the clouds

Sometimes I look to the sky and I smile
Not ashamed of the mistakes I made along the way
Buying happiness
And believing my fate is in their hands

I don’t want to be anything
That they want me to be
I’ll never want to be nothing
Over and over again

Don’t try to pull me under
All of you are forbidden strangers
Sometimes I look to the sky and I smile
Not ashamed of the mistakes I made along the way
Buying happiness
And believing my fate is in their hands

I’m cold blooded
But I ache for this destruction

My skin is swallowing my lost soul
Tried to defy gravity
My soul is swallowing me
Tried to take my life away
You won’t take it away from me
Track Name: Uncertainty
Why is it that time will heal
Is it just that we forget
We don’t allow ourselves to feel and not regret

I bury my pain, to run away from my mistakes
Feel the weight of all the choices I don’t make

Tried so many times to fight uncertainty
Wish I had strength to say no
I feel I tried a thousand times
I feel I tried a thousand times before

Did I mistake apathy for wisdom
Did my restraint keep me from growing
I’ve let my strength become my weakness
Please don’t give up on me, I won’t give up on me

My hope became my misery
An emptiness inside of me and
I’m the only one to blame
My life is mine to reclaim

Action instead of reaction
Is the key to all of this, but it’s all easier said than done
I will try
Accepting defeat, not rejecting
Is the only way to strive, the only way to feel alive
I will try

Tried so many times to fight uncertainty
Wish I had strength to say no
I will try a million more
I will try a million more
Track Name: White Flag
Teach me how to resist what I crave
And to deny what I seek
Stop me now and try to heal my disease
Heal my poisonous way of thinking
Kiss me goodnight
Out of my sight
You're the wrong side
Thank you and enjoy your ride

Pull the trigger
I'm rising from the dead
Pull the trigger
This isn't over
Why don't you come and join the fun?

And give back what you thought was yours
But don't run away
I swear I'll stop but I can't let that sink in
Give back what's mine now
I won't bow
Tell me you knew about the aftermath

It's such a shame
That the world we live in
Can't handle me
Can't normalize my heavily screwed spirit

You didn't pull the trigger
I'm living as if I was dead
Why not pulling the trigger?
This is over
Why don't you go fuck yourself?

And give back what you thought was yours
But don't run away
I swear I'll stop but I can't let that sink in
Give back what's mine now
I won't bow
Tell me you knew about the aftermath

I bid you farewell, honey
Just sold my soul to my newly developed addiction

Is it a crime if I say I'm sorry?
Of course I'm not and you know it
Let me just annihilate you.

Run like hell
I'm having too much fun right now
No damn white flag
That's silly to think I'll show any mercy

Give back what you thought was yours
But don't run away
I swear I'll stop but I can't let that sink in
Give back what's mine now
I won't bow
Tell me you knew about the aftermath
Track Name: Beyond the Darkest Days
LOST
Never felt so lost
Something always isn’t right
Why can’t I enjoy what I used to love the most?
My future was so bright
This mess in my mind, this pain in my heart
Am I losing control?

Everything I see is an illusion
Everything I feel is real

ANXIETY
Never felt so scared
Why can’t my mind be sparred?
Like every fear deep down below came back to the surface
Unwanted thoughts can't be erased
Obsessions consume me
Will I ever be free?
Will it ever end?

Everything I see is an illusion
Everything I feel is real

I must get through the process
And forgive me
I won't forget the days I felt hopeless
My new reality

Only in acceptance I shall move forward

I spend so much time trying to fix things when in reality
I need to let things go
I guess it’s hard when you feel like a stranger inside yourself

I allow storylines to play on a loop in my mind
When in reality they have no basis
I want life to be as I think it should be rather than as it is

I took everything for granted
Until it was gone
My illness left me looking pale and drawn
I must get through the process
And forgive me
I won't forget the days I feel hopeless My new reality
I need to let the old structure crumble to the ground and start anew
I cannot build anything healthy on a faulty foundation
I strongly believe the absolute breakthrough in life lies just beyond the darkest days
Track Name: One More Light
Should've stayed. Were there signs I ignored?
Can I help you not to hurt anymore?
We saw brilliance when the world was asleep
There are things that we can have but can't keep

If they say

Who cares if one more light goes out
In the sky of a million stars?
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out
If a moment is all we are?
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well, I do

The reminders pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen one more chair than you need
Oh
And you're angry, and you should be, it's not fair
Just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there

If they say

Who cares if one more light goes out
In the sky of a million stars?
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out
If a moment is all we are?
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well, I do

Who cares if one more light goes out
In the sky of a million stars?
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out
If a moment is all we are?
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well, I do
Well, I do
Track Name: Deserter
We've been left astray, by leaders with violent ways
Waiting to be awakened
From this insanity

Another day, another moment passing
Another second of this whole world crumbling Time is up, Time to rise
No more feeling compromised
Got no clue of how to make this happen
Just sick of this like all of you
Lead the charge, lead the way
For the only thing I know to be

Truth! Our goal's within our reach
Truth! A resilient enemy

Rise, now is our time to save the world
Caught in this cycle, they stand between me and you
Rise, now is our time to save the world
A fight for something new

Claiming no innocence, they chose not to know
Blood clogging their own eyes, not aware they're hypnotized
Memories, tainted, punishment, imminent, no second thought
Violent, worthless, existence, a false messiah.

A resilient enemy

Rise, now is our time to save the world
Caught in this cycle, they stand between me and you
Rise, now is our time to save the world
A fight for something new

War, we came so far, that's who we are
Pray death won't be for nothing
Not forgotten

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Run

The noise is deafening, the screams from the bloodshed
A cause, a fight, a life of suffering rewarded
It's not my war
Is the enemy in front me or beside me
Mesmerized, Paralyzed

Bygone's the time to change my mind,
Betray my brothers with nowhere to hide
Whatever i choose, i'm going to lose
How have I always been so blind

So many days, spent without question
So many lives spent for no one
This battle is done, it's my decision
My brothers put away your guns

Un capitaine des forces armées canadiennes a cessé toute communication avec l'état major. Lui et ses soldats seront accusés de désertion et seront convoqués devant la cour martiale.

Betrayed, your country
Betrayed, your family
You are a failure
DESERTER

I now walk this path alone
A stranger to myself and everything
I’ve ever known
I’ve dragged the ones I love with me
Thought it would set me free
Yet I don’t know where I belong

I now walk this path alone
Waiting to be saved

I now walk this path alone
Waiting to be saved
Will resilience be enough

WE STAND, WITH YOU UNTIL THE END
MY FRIEND, ONE DAY THEY’LL UNDERSTAND

So many days, spent without question
So many lives spent for no one
This battle is done, it's my decision
My brothers put away your guns
So many days, spent without question
So many lives spent for no one
Through our difference, we become stronger
We can face it all, We can face it all

Now is our time to save the world

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